Last night was both a really bad night but also a good night. Zak and I decided to go to a friends house party. So we got there and it as boring nothing was happening but as always when the alcohol comes along its all good and the party started to become fun. I had an excellent night, I was hanging out with all my friends, the ones I never see anymore, the ones I miss. So I enjoyed myself. I got drunk, like I usually do and I accidentally poured drink down my face because I was laughing and rolling around on the floor, so I was going around asking for someone to give me a shirt and Henny said I could have a shot of his and he is an XL and I am really little and it was so funny, but nice of him, I like Henny too:). Zak and I ended up in the bedroom on the bed next to Amber and Danny. I love Danny, he is so sweet, Amber is his new girlfriend and I had never met her before, but she is lovely I really like her and we got on really well:). So stuff happened in the bedroom and somehow Zak was getting someone something and Danny left to get something and I ended up lying beside Amber both naked in a bed, haha, weird right?! So I said 'First night we meet and we're in a bed naked with each other' It was so funny. Later on at the bells it was lovely and everyone was happy. Then Zak got very un-happy with me and we had an argument, so we left and wen home and I was in such a bad way and I got some pills and I lined them up, at this point I had already taken some, but Zak took them off me and he was so scared and I feel so bad, I never meant to do this to him. It was just everything got too much for me. But here I am. I have decided to go to the doctors to get help, I need it. How was last night for you guys? Have fun? xx
This is a photo of Bryan, Danny, Amber and Me.
The next photo is of the group at Ian's house, I don't think everyone is in it though, haha.
